"I more than love you"

I try to put this feeling into words, but fail miserably most of time.

the feeling of being scared and at peace with my heart....I never thought I had the capacity to love anybody as much as I love you right now, but it's a mature love, my real first love..

this is the first day, since you left, when I missed you...... and now, I love you more than yesterday, and less then tomorrow......